Leah Stirewalt

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I See You…I Miss You

December 7, 2011 by Leah Stirewalt 5 Comments

I see you everywhere.

-I see you in pictures all over the house.

-I see you in ornaments hanging on the tree.
-I see you in the deer that leap across my path in the early evening hours or the wee hours of the morning.
-I see you on the couch sitting beside me as we watch our favorite Christmas movies together.
-I see you in the kitchen whipping up batches of yummy goodies.
-I see you in your sister’s crystal blue eyes – your eyes.
-I see you in “our spot” in church sitting right beside me.
-I see you in the bathroom using your sink to get ready in the mornings.
-I see you decorating a gingerbread house with Anna like you do every December.
-I see you kissing me goodbye as you leave for work each morning.
-I see you putting out the trash every Monday night.
-I see you helping your mother hang a new light fixture.
-I see you giving announcements in our Connect Group.
-I see you baking cookies to take to the Christmas program outreach night at church.
-I see you saying “I do” to me with a smile on your face, quivering voice, and tears forming in your eyes.
-I see you in the memories that continually flood my mind.

And yet…I don’t see you at all. I miss you Chris…from the depths of my being …I miss you!
Leah
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Comments

  1. Cindy says

    December 7, 2011 at 3:18 am

    Thinking of you, Leah!!!

    Reply
  2. careyscotttalks says

    December 7, 2011 at 6:17 am

    Beautiful…

    Reply
  3. Leebird says

    December 7, 2011 at 7:36 am

    Oh honey…what a beautiful tribute to your Chris. I love your dear, dear heart.

    Reply
  4. Jill Byard says

    December 7, 2011 at 3:00 pm

    Such a beautiful note. Jesus has got you with both hands. His grip is tightest. You are so very brave. Praying.

    Reply
  5. Carrie :~) says

    December 8, 2011 at 2:59 am

    The <3 didn't show up as the heart…so:

    I heart you! :~)

    Reply

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Meet Leah

Leah StirewaltI became "twice widowed" when my beloved prince, Joel, went to his Heavenly home after a brief and sudden illness on February 12, 2017. I’m in a place of shock and devastation, but I intend to use this format to journal my second widow journey, much like I did my first. It’s my open journal, my electronic oasis, and it’s often the place I find true healing as I allow myself to “come clean” with my feelings. Read More...

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